16.12.20@Žabljak, Montenegro It was a fuzzy day. I had slept on the bed downstairs in my cabin, close to the fireplace. It is nice to fall asleep with the warm light and sounds of burning wood. I slept peacefully until cold air came back at night and woke me up twice. Back asleep I dreamed,... Continue Reading →
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Von den Erfahrungen der Liebe, Teil 2
Liebe in Unfreiheit Meine andere Erfahrung der Liebe hat sich mir in einer der letzten Nächte gezeigt. Die Liebe, die keine ist, die mich gefangen hält, meinen Willen besetzt und mich mit. Unfreiheit ist das Gegenteil von Liebe, es gibt keine Liebe ohne Freiheit. Wie schon so oft hatte ich einen Traum, in dem ich... Continue Reading →
Von den Erfahrungen der Liebe, Teil 1
28.11.2020@Dubrovnik, Kroatien – kurz vor Vollmond Die Traurigkeit ist wieder da und ja, es ist wohl gut so. Kein Licht ohne Schatten. Sie ist das Gegenstück zur Fröhlichkeit, der Ausgleich, die Balance. Die gestrige Impuls-story von Christine hat mich bewegt, auf ganz besondere Weise. Sie hat mich tief entspannt und unglaublich müde werden lassen. Ich... Continue Reading →
Days in November part III – Open gates to the other world
With the start of November and my experience on full moon night the gates to the other world had opened up for me. I felt a connection to and the presence of death in the days to come. I know, that there are more people who felt this presence but not everyone would name it... Continue Reading →
Days in November part II – Full moon and the fisherman
It must have been around 3 am when I woke up on my matrass in my sleeping bag and everything was pretty wet on the outside. A chugging little boat approached the bay and kept coming closer. A fisherman appeared on board and seemed to look for a good spot. To me he looked very... Continue Reading →
Days in November part I – Full moon and connecting to darkness
These first days of November made a special week. I felt a connection to death, people that were once close to me and had died and this one last love in my life, that had died, too. It started already some days before full moon night on October 31st. Sadness came up an I didn’t... Continue Reading →
We are / Words from my heartbeat
We are in the same place. We are sharing one path. We are divided by years. We are miles apart. We are in motion. Constantly moving, changing, rotating, falling, standing up. We are on a journey. Far beyond that point of return. We are energy. We are motion. We are moving forward. Determined to. We... Continue Reading →
Leaving the comfort zone
Until the day I left Munich I thought that this journey was about leaving my physical comfort zone, my home. After not even a week I understood that it was more, that love was a topic to be heard and felt, as well. It was just today that I realized, that there was even more... Continue Reading →
The start of an inner journey
This is not my first inner journey, not the start of it. I'm an experienced traveller, both, physically and emotionally. Looking back I would say the first real turning point in my life was in 2012, and it was not a pleasant one. In 2011, after having lived more than 3 happy years in Amsterdam,... Continue Reading →